Sunday, June 14, 2009

I AM Fourteen

The problem with growing is that it is awkward and embarrassing.

I feel like all of me is just a giant mess.

I feel like I'm all fourteen with giant feet and skinny legs. Except I never really had skinny anything. And I mean emotionally? But whatever.

I am just a mess. I am glad God loves me through this.

I feel like whatever I am supposed to be learning is right around the corner... I just can't see it yet. What am I missing?

3 comments:

mlt said...

We toss around the Bible verses and hymns about taking up our cross, dying to self, etc., so glibly that it's easy to forget: DEATH HURTS.

Bethany said...

Wow... I needed to hear that!

May Vanderbilt said...

Ohh! I have a mantra for this!

"God has not forgotten me."

This helps me relax and stop worrying about what the next step looks like.